Kingdom, Here I am.

dav told me he just gave birth to his blog and that reminded me of mine.. unfortunately, my body and soul are so 'holiday conscious', its hard doing anything at all. I'ma try some finger-tappin though.

OOkaayyy, finally home! On my way home though, somewhere between ma 24 hours of raodtrip, I stopped over to spend a few days with me doc. Uncle. Anyways, it was good, had a cool time sipping on ol'time tales, happenings in sz since I left for school, some cool tales of kimberly, land of kimberlite and all the while, watching lots of nollywood products.

Anyways, last sunday morning, i Left kimberly for sz, & made it home by 8pm sunday. The journey although long, was shorter and better than what it used to be; the drivers were good and fast.

It was good to meet everyone at home. Still the same faces, same attitudes, smiles, smacks, and stuff, which is good, Its good to be home. Ofcourse there were bags stories and tales to be told.... both by me and by those i met at home. Not all of them were happy tales, although nothing too surprising too. This got me thinking though, and right now, I wonder if there is any thing like 'maturity' or growing wiser.

Its about my 5th day in sz after a 5 months leave. The mastapa church branch opened two more branches in my area even though it already splited to two in july,=>4 from 1. I hope to see everyone though, at least those who are still around before I leave for school.

Ma bro/sis are leaving for school too, next week. I'm happy for them. I hope they enjoy it. They're going to be so far away though... Everyone is all so grown up now..don't know exactly how I'll feel about that, 'll see.

its back to some academic and some non-academic (yet tedious) duties. I guess i really have to learn some scriptin' language now. I'll see how that goes. Till then, goodbye ma blog ...
Its (lion's roar like) thundering outside now, haven't heard this in a looonnngg time, Its amazing how things, especially the weather is so different by the sea side town of capetown.

crappy thing.. I started writing a very loonnggg blog, mother of all blogss and I went home for some chow. On my return, I found my pc got restarted by some stupid xp-update (I think!!).. crap! indeed.

Its been a loonggg semester and finaly, I'm going home.. tomorrow. I have to start rubbin ma butts for the 24hr roadtrip.

Maybe I'll be a better blogger next year..

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heey, looooong time#

man's been so busy,,, what 've i done since..
eer, still working on project like i'm not.. but things are geting better

have to write a lot of late.. submitted my report for sattech although, i haven't heard anything about from the intructor. happy its over. I'll still have towrite an exam on it though.. hope its' going to be cool.. that like almost end of june..kepler'law to orbit design..

on another note, lectures are over, time to study for my 3 paper exam... cool eeh.. unlike my undergrads when i had to write like a million papers in an exam kiddin. just about 10 but it was a lot

of late, moving on with project, changed topic for the second time, i'm now moving to analysis of mud for a stbc cdma system.. counds cool although now i won't be going to hardware anymore...

all these haven' kept me from ma moves though..

of late.. eer..

xxx-the next level, cool, better than the first xxx.
did i mention love actually
and eer robots that was cool kinda kidish but funny

finally saw team america looks like a univ.'student's project, but nice story and puppet play.. love the plot too.

elektra cult thingy but cool, unfinished though
sky captain cool very nice... save for the old pict effect, a very nice movie
Sin City mm, okay, more like an almost nice collection of shows but can't really call it a good movie... bruce willis is becoming a serious joker, i must say...
without a paddle a nice one.. full of laughs, not much expectations but it was actually good
hitch, constantine.. did i mention this before, think so.

back to work now.. smoke ya later.

after the party comes the ..

hey... time streched.. and alls blizz

This week, Thank God, He helped me get that satnac paper submitted this monday... cool. okay, i made a late submission but then, it got accepted and Now its going for a review.

Guess my supervisor did the big papa's job of cordinating and telling a lot of what should be done and how.. but it was kinda coool... We'll see what they day about satnac, then move on to eer, maybe other conferences... but for now.. new mountains to climb, valley's low to slide...

Something else, finally got the Satellite telecommunication project presentation out of the way. It was okay, but not my best presentation ever, cool thing it was not graded. Next work is to finish the report for that course, make it good and submit it on time- thats 5 pm on monday.

The rain is begining to come in on capetown, and that is not too bad...


Motion pics:
Gleaning cube (oldiieee.)
Encino man (oldie. man in mummy,.. )
Confidence (yea right.. dustin H and whos dat guy again.)

Love Actually (romantic, save for the most popular guy playing the dumbest scene.. way to g0)
Elektra (cool fast fighting- thing of comic and games..)

return to teh pride rock- we are one!

darn life,
sometimes, one does things that are bigger than one's self.
Often, one finds one's self standing for what one thinks or feels is right, even to the detriment of one. It hurts so bad, and really, if one was to be selfishly nice to one's self for that moment, the other way would be so pleasurably nice.. but then.. life is probably more than that.

When one puts the big picture in the scene, it makes one feel a lil' big for his/her tiny pair of shoes. Like a cat thinking its an aristocrat...or aristocat...
well, it does feel a lil' good to live for the good of others, hopefully, others are too or at least one person is doing the same for you somewhere, and if not, well, remember, One big fellow did it for you, 2000 years ago, He left his lovely throne, and came to die, he could have loved us from above and solved our problems and kept his life, but he looked ahead and foreseeing a better future, gave his life, making him a Him. Well, with all hope, all good deeds shall lead to a happy ending, if not, at least, you were good.

why does it have to be so painful sometimes though, so bad, One's vision is blurred, like bleeding eyeballs' view. Having such shoulder droppin effects, raising such loud sighs, I thought i could not..... what I'm I doing?... back to work... hey, I've got satnac paper due in hourzz... gezznack!!

Keep it real, keep it alive.

tis smiley!

okay, today, I remember thee, my love, in all thine adonement,
memories, laid to last,
to think i forgot you for some moment, how dreadful...

hey, today, my simulation in java seems to be working, eventhough i haven't compiled it yet, I believe its going to work, my fingers are crossed, my eyes are crossed and even my mind is crossed, cause i've had to keep it straight for so long..
For once, I see my self stepping in the trails of E=mc*c-Master, giving to human hood the generic mathematical system model for MIMO-CDMA system for 2-Transmitter by Q Receivers for q from 1 to that number before "infinity". Thanks partly to Alamouti, mostly to T. Liew and Hanzo, and Bejide.

Here is a poem for thoughts:

Failing and Flying
Everyone forgets that Icarus also flew.
It's the same when love comes to an end,
or the marriage fails and people say
they knew it was a mistake, that everybody
said it would never work. That she was
old enough to know better. But anything
worth doing is worth doing badly.
Like being there by that summer ocean
on the other side of the island while
love was fading out of her, the stars
burning so extravagantly those nights that
anyone could tell you they would never last.
Every morning she was asleep in my bed
like a visitation, the gentleness in her
like antelope standing in the dawn mist.
Each afternoon I watched her coming back
through the hot stony field after swimming,
the sea light behind her and the huge sky
on the other side of that. Listened to her
while we ate lunch. How can they say
the marriage failed? Like the people who
came back from Provence (when it was Provence)
and said it was pretty but the food was greasy.
I believe Icarus was not failing as he fell,
but just coming to the end of his triumph.

Copyright © 2005 Jack Gilbert. From Refusing Heaven, 2005, Alfred A. Knopf. Reprinted with permission.

Good day, my love.

kapishyy

Okay, 've been thinking what to blog today.. looks like a blogs only worth its while at the end of the day..
some days are so boring, but if one looks deep enough..there's enough things in it to fill a book.
did not actually wake up with a plan for the day so it crawled by. But it started nicely shaa,
I woke up, and tried making breakfast.. while i read part of my On-Novel.. which was getting interesting cause this guy in the book's about to get a 'chick'.. its all so easy and nice cause this chick's actually making a move for the guy.. na ibo girl and the boy be yoruba.. , i go see oo..
anyways, i had to put the book down and eat up, take a shower and catch the shuttle to schoool, why the heck i was running to school, i know not. Anyways, i got to school and contemplated going straight to d lib. or to the lab. Lab got it and i spent my time online doing nothing really instead of studing. (Thats it for morning lab!!)
den there was a presentation,.. with bra sam stealing the show.. looks like he gets high on spectator's gaze or something.. cool though..
came back to lab.. and after a while went back home for lunch. Had chilliz all over me stomach..(Right now.. i'm hurting inside...). But for real, the food was nice. I was able to cook it within an hour, to be exact. and It tasted real cool. Thank God for that though... It tasted just like the one i used to have back at home..
On my way back to school, I saw a blind student, actually making his way through the traffic.. i could not believe it, all he had was the red + white stick.. I stopped in my track and actually ran towards him like twice, thinking he'd walk right into a car.. the guy seems to know his way.. at first, i pitied him, later on, i kinda think its cool, I mean, i get lost with both eyes when i go to town, but this guy finds his way to and from his hostels without any.. !!..
Anyways, back in school, i headed straight for the lib. Studied bits and it was cool cause i was flowing.. after an hour or two, iheaded off for the lab. Back online doing nothing really, later on, i decided to read some more on those papers..
The papers look a lil' friendlier today.. and the equations too.. which was cool. I actually am so turned on academically today.. i read some FPGA, some MIMO-STBC constructions and some other stuffs.. i'm moving on to a little java simulation now.. after this i'll prob. watch a movie before heading for home..
okay, so whats so bloggy about today. Well, its just that nothing is really complicated. Anything one can lay one's hand on, one can do. That includes the impossible with should be defined as: what man has not done, rather than what man can not do.
For all we care, we all could be some kind of dormant genius in some aspect of life that we never tapped too, either because we are too lazy or circumstances just never permit us. Another wonder is what make the great people tick, or what ticked and started thier system clock..
a plus is, when does one know one has done something really great...?..?
*finally got whats 'storms' over' was saying.. duhh

introooducin the black box..

Hi,
okay, intro.. some pal's got blog..
so?
well, i thought it was cool

sooo?
so i got blog!!

and so what sooo?
i'll see how much of a diary i can make of me.. and stuff.. mind ggizzwizz..and the shizznak..

okay, whatevahhhh....