return to teh pride rock- we are one!

darn life,
sometimes, one does things that are bigger than one's self.
Often, one finds one's self standing for what one thinks or feels is right, even to the detriment of one. It hurts so bad, and really, if one was to be selfishly nice to one's self for that moment, the other way would be so pleasurably nice.. but then.. life is probably more than that.

When one puts the big picture in the scene, it makes one feel a lil' big for his/her tiny pair of shoes. Like a cat thinking its an aristocrat...or aristocat...
well, it does feel a lil' good to live for the good of others, hopefully, others are too or at least one person is doing the same for you somewhere, and if not, well, remember, One big fellow did it for you, 2000 years ago, He left his lovely throne, and came to die, he could have loved us from above and solved our problems and kept his life, but he looked ahead and foreseeing a better future, gave his life, making him a Him. Well, with all hope, all good deeds shall lead to a happy ending, if not, at least, you were good.

why does it have to be so painful sometimes though, so bad, One's vision is blurred, like bleeding eyeballs' view. Having such shoulder droppin effects, raising such loud sighs, I thought i could not..... what I'm I doing?... back to work... hey, I've got satnac paper due in hourzz... gezznack!!

Keep it real, keep it alive.